I haven't written anything in SO long and I totally hate that! This year has been a total mess but that just shouldn't stop me from doing one of the few things that I truly enjoy in life. It's not like I'm spending my days and nights studying. I just have classes almost everyday, I've very little time to spend with myself and I started losing interest in almost everything. My free time is usually limited within the 140 Twitter characters, that I actually forgot how it's like to sit down and pour out all my thoughts on paper. I even stopped writing diary! So sad I know.
Anyways, so, I've recently joined this awesome magazine project with some awesome people. I attended the first meeting yesterday and they filled me with so much positive energy. That's why I decided to get back to writing. I miss the feeling of writing whatever I feel, just getting everything out! And being the quiet person I am, writing has always been the solution to everything in my life. So you can imagine how it's like to stop writing! My head's constantly been in a mess those past few months and I've been wondering why. I checked some of my writings yesterday and felt like crying. I was able to express every tiny thing I felt, through writing. I do not really want to lose this skill, so I'm getting back to writing on this blog. I've always thought of a blog as a place where I'd post articles and stuff to inspire people, but no, I'm going to use this as my own diary. Screw people. They've so many other ways to get inspired through, but I just need to free my mind over here, and I just don't care, even a bit, about whoever would read this and judge me. I'M HUNGRY FOR WRITING! Have you ever heard about this kind of Hunger? Yes, it's just what I feel. And I could keep writing like that until forever!
Writing is truly a blessing.
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